Here I Am

Aug 05 - I got Engineering admission in a govt colg..CS. oolala...
Dec 05 - This is engineering. THIS IS ENGINEERING ???
June 06 - I shouldn't have opted for engineering in the first hand. And CS..Hell no..
June 07 - Definitely engineering is not my cup of tea,coffee,whatever..
Feb 08 - Two placements. Hmm.. Not that bad..
April 08 - First supply. What BTech life without supply and all..(Still..Supply)
May 08 - I should have studied Better.
Oct 08 - I cleared the paper. Somehow...
March 09 - I just want this whole thing to be over.. Somehow finish the whole damn thing and get out of here...
June 09 - Exams over. I'm at home. College is finished. I miss the whole damn thing.
July 09 - I am an engineer.... Fuck... I passed BTech?? Really... Phew.....
July 09 - Teaching...I hate teaching.
July 09 - I'm teaching BSc CS students now.
Nov 09 - Two placements and why the hell no one calling.I want a real job
Jan 10 - New place, new job.. Hmmm... Lets see..
Feb 10 - This is job...Oh man. Ive to learn all those damn silly things from college again... Bullshit...
Mar 10 - Baby you don't have to study anything anymore, You are fired. Ha !!!
April 10 - Here i am. Bored. Jobless. Penniless. (was depressed,but over that phase. Totally..No i'm not lying)
April 10- I don't care anymore. Any damn fucking company. Anything that pays. Im too tired to dream,to think. Lets see. And hell yeah. I still hate engineering. And regret every second when i think about me getting forced to take up engineering beyond all my plead against that. Fuck.. I'm totally messed up. Yes..I am.


Moral of the story : "Why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up" :)

PS:Philosophy sounds too good when you are desperate

Things i learned from college

I started out with nothing & still have most of it left.

This isn't a classroom. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting.

I pretend to study. They pretend to give me marks.

Not all teachers are annoying. Some are dead.

A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.

Monday is an awful way to spend 1/7th of your life.

No one is listening until you make a mistake.

If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

No one ever says "It's only a class test," when they are getting an A.

If quitters never win and winners never quit, what fool came up with, "Quit while you're ahead"?

Some people are only alive because it is illegal to kill.

If it wasn't for the last minute, nothing would get done.

You can't have everything. Where would you put it?

Four years ago... no, it was yesterday. Today I... No, that wasn't me. Sometimes I... No, I don't.