Here I Am

Aug 05 - I got Engineering admission in a govt colg..CS. oolala...
Dec 05 - This is engineering. THIS IS ENGINEERING ???
June 06 - I shouldn't have opted for engineering in the first hand. And CS..Hell no..
June 07 - Definitely engineering is not my cup of tea,coffee,whatever..
Feb 08 - Two placements. Hmm.. Not that bad..
April 08 - First supply. What BTech life without supply and all..(Still..Supply)
May 08 - I should have studied Better.
Oct 08 - I cleared the paper. Somehow...
March 09 - I just want this whole thing to be over.. Somehow finish the whole damn thing and get out of here...
June 09 - Exams over. I'm at home. College is finished. I miss the whole damn thing.
July 09 - I am an engineer.... Fuck... I passed BTech?? Really... Phew.....
July 09 - Teaching...I hate teaching.
July 09 - I'm teaching BSc CS students now.
Nov 09 - Two placements and why the hell no one calling.I want a real job
Jan 10 - New place, new job.. Hmmm... Lets see..
Feb 10 - This is job...Oh man. Ive to learn all those damn silly things from college again... Bullshit...
Mar 10 - Baby you don't have to study anything anymore, You are fired. Ha !!!
April 10 - Here i am. Bored. Jobless. Penniless. (was depressed,but over that phase. Totally..No i'm not lying)
April 10- I don't care anymore. Any damn fucking company. Anything that pays. Im too tired to dream,to think. Lets see. And hell yeah. I still hate engineering. And regret every second when i think about me getting forced to take up engineering beyond all my plead against that. Fuck.. I'm totally messed up. Yes..I am.


Moral of the story : "Why do we fall? So we can learn to pick ourselves up" :)

PS:Philosophy sounds too good when you are desperate